A very close friend of mine that I worked with for over 3 years died today. I'm very upset, I shall miss him very much and I'm very glad to have had him in my life. But I know where ever he is right now he's in a better place. Dan you shall always live on in my heart and I shall always love you.

Hee hee, I love to disapear for long periods of time and never return. I'm so sorry for not being on-line for a while but I've been going nuts. I've started school again like most of you have, but other then that I'm working over 30 hours a week and trying to get a baby shower planned for my friend whos expecting anytime now.

Anyways, I wanted to let everyone know I'm alive and well, just very tried (trying to catch up on sleep) and working and going to school.

So anyways I just wanted to let you know that I promise I'll write more stories soon to keep all of you entertained. Hee hee

Hope to hear from you all soon,

Lottas Love,

Stephanie (Tetralink17)

So its offical! I have had the best day of my life. Well...yeah...its stupid that simple things can make this the best day of my life but it did. So I should stop rambling and tell you why this is the best day.

Well...one I got to see the new harry potter movie. Yay, it was such a good movie still a little off from the book but I couldn't expect them to be perfect because if they included the whole movie they'd have a five hour movie on their hands.

Second, I GOT A NINTENDO WII! yay! I've had so much fun playing that thing its sad. I love my Wii and the only reason I'm not playing it right now is that my eyes hurt so bad from looking at that screen all day that I've had to get away...that and I'm sleep depribed. (SP?)

Finally, I just found out that my friend and I are going to vegus in less then a month. She had been planning this trip as a suprise and then out of no where she told me that she had been planning it for a while. I love her so much.

So anyways. I just wanted to rambled about my great day since I haven't had one of those in a while. Anyways talk to you all soon.

Oh, and expect an update of my stories by the end of the week. ^_^

Sorry to everyone who thought that I dropped off the face of the earth for a couple of days I just have been crazy busy and too lazy to do anything on my computer.

I've realized that once it started to get warm outside I'd rather be out there then writing or updating any of my stories. ^_^; So I haven't ditched any of you my friends I've just been enjoying the nice 85 degree weather before it turns to over 100 degrees and then I start to fry...mmm...fried chicken...wait I'm getting off topic here...um...oh right. I promise I'll be on more often and I promise to spend some time and talk to you all again. Hee hee.

Anyways can't wait to hear from you and I promise I'll start to write stories again. (like anyone really reads them anyways...who am I kidding.) Anways have a great day and hope to hear from you soon.

On the corner of main street
Just tryin' to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I'm falling behind

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

I never really gave up on
Breakin' out of this two-star town
I got the green light
I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze

Oh well I don't mind, you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go, can you read my mind?

It’s funny how you just break down
Waitin' on some sign
I pull up to the front of your driveway
With magic soakin' my spine

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline

Oh well I don't mind, you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go
Tell me what you find when you read my mind

Slippin’ in my faith until I fall
You never returned that call
Woman, open the door, don't let it sting
I wanna breathe that fire again

She said
Oh well I don't mind, you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine

Put your back on me
Put your back on me
Put your back on me

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun
When you read my mind

Two years in college can change a girl. I've almost got my assocates degree (I've change my major so I'm behing a year :sigh: ) and I fell weird. My life is changing so fast. My best friend Amy has been married a year and is expecting her first child. My friends Michelle and Heidi are getting married one right after the other and I really can't describe how I feel. I mean I'm excited and happy for them but its just odd. Anyways, I felt like this song kind of describes how I feel right now, even though I'm not in any kind of pain. Its more of how ragged my emotions have been lately. So enjoy.

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside
All I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do
You do if you knew
What would you do?

All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away

I feel like I'm all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold
I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you
I don't think you'd understand
'Cause no one understands

All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away

I'm going nowhere on and on and
I'm getting nowhere on and on and on(take me away)
I'm going nowhere on and on and off and on and off and on

All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away

Take me away
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away